When you realize that the whole time in the last 48 years that you’ve been the problem even though you’ve tried to be your best self.. you disconnect from the world. This will be my last message for some time until I can fix myself. Thank you to all those who have given me support up to this point.
I discovered recently that some people in my life think I’m faking my pain or exaggerating it or that I’m just being lazy. This hurt because I fight against it daily in every move I make or don’t make. I hate not being able to do the things I once could. Being able to not need help… I have severe degeneration in at least one disc in my back along with herniating and bulging discs which is compressing on my sciatica abs inflaming my SI joints. At any given moment, I have severe burning down either leg along with intense pain with literally every movement I make. My back and SI joints are in poor shape for a 48 year old. So much so that I’m now being referred to a neurosurgeon for consultation. So when I heard the words being said it hurt in an all new way. I know most people haven’t seen the effects this has had
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My path in life has been like a zig zag roller coaster… especially in my faith. I struggled all my life with religion because I never felt as though I was at home or belonged. Early on in my teens, I discovered things like paganism and witchcraft and while I never claimed those labels I did practice it. About eleven years ago, I finally walked away organized religion. I quit hiding behind what everyone else wanted and put my soul at ease. I am a pagan and I practice witchcraft. My kids were raised up in religion but I intertwined my beliefs into their daily lives and they never realized it. Crystals, moon therapy, playing in the rain and loving nature… Talking about spirits and talking to them as well as candles and oils. When it was thundering…I always said the gods were fighting. It was the little things but they were there. Today, I acknowledge the goddesses and god
Recently the lovely DC Gomez invited me to be a guest on her podcast, Inside the Minds of Authors. I was honored and we had a blast. Take a moment to give it a listen CLICK HERE and let me know what you think!
Welcome Elisa! It’s so wonderful to have you here! Come sit and let’s talk books, you and your book! First
Yep, you read that correctly. Building trust is just like building credit. Think about it… You get a loan and don’t pay it back. Well, who is gonna want to loan you money again… over time you have to work hard to prove you are credit worthy right? Trust is the same way. You lie or cheat on something or someone and it take time and hard work to build that back up. Trust is like Credit. You don’t blame the creditor for your inability to pay a bill. You don’t blame a creditor because your credit score is low or in need of repair. You take the time and work hard to pay your bills and prove your worthiness. So… why not do that with trust? If you have broken someones trust (for any reason and in any situation) then take the blame – acknowledge your part in it and work hard to right the wrong. This will not
Jealously is the next topic on my list. There are several ways to experience jealously which range from, “wow, I wish I had that to eat,” to, “did she just look at you?” What Is Jealousy? ‘Jealousy is a complex emotion that encompasses feelings ranging from fear of abandonment to rageand humiliation. It strikes people of all ages, genders, and sexual orientations, and is most typically aroused when a person perceives a threat to a valued relationship from a third party. The threat may be real or imagined,’As defined from Psychology Today. What fear do we have that causes jealousy – yes, abandonment is one it what about not having what others have – like you want a phone someone else has because you perceive it as being better than your own? The fear of loosing things you love? The rage of someone being better than you? These all stem from social bonds and the things that motivate us. In
We all have heard of the COVID-19 by now… it’s effecting every part of all our lives. From our daily routines to our special events. What are you doing to get by? Currently, I’m stuck in a hotel room. I traveled with hubs on a business trip and the world has a pandemic! Go Figure, right! **sarcasm at its best** Well, to pass my time, I’ve been planning out my next series and working on plots and characters for each. I was originally tryin to write the second book in a series I started in December but no matter what I can’t get the creative juices flowing for it. So… I put it aside. The next book due out is in September, so I have time to wrangle the muses. BUT for sanity’s sake… give your creative ideas on how to widdle away the time without going insane?